You don’t remember your first breath, but it was given to you by God. The process of a newborn beginning to breath is nothing short of miraculous. Within the womb, babies will mimic breathing motions with their mouths. While still in the embryonic fluid, their bodies are being prepared for life on the outside. Medical research provides insights to the process, explaining that lung development happens late in the term, that the placenta provides the oxygen to the unborn baby, that the breathing motions within the womb help to develop the lungs. Still, the instinct of a newborn baby to breath is mysterious. A healthy baby who has just made the transition from womb to world knows to experience “air hunger.” The baby knows the need to fill those lungs up with air. Life is miraculous.
The first chapters of Genesis give an account of the beginnings of everything, except God. God was there when nothing else was. It is an explanation for what appears to be inexplicable. The Creator God creates matter and antimatter. The Creator God creates water and land. The Creator God creates light in the darkness. The Creator God creates vegetation and life of all kinds. That modern science explains how this may have been done does not affect the biblical emphasis of Genesis. The Creator God, identified as both Elohim and Yahweh, is the one who created it all, including humans who were both God’s crowning achievement (as in Genesis 1) and his most intimate creation (as in Genesis 2). In fact, Genesis 2 provides this incredible picture of God forming the first man from the dust, molding him like clay. Then, to animate this figure, to give life to this clay formation, God breathes. (DEEP BREATH) With his very own breath, the Creator God breathed into Adam’s nostrils. The Old Testament’s understanding of God’s spirit was built upon this understanding of God breathing life.
The testimony of Scripture is that our very breath is gift from God. This is why life matters. This is why YOU matter. The Creator God saw fit to fill you with his very own breath.
There are many things in this world to which we assign value. I’m amazed at some of the things that sell at our garage sales. Beat up and banged up and paint pealing and knobs off and plug bent. But we put a 50-cent sticker on it…and, usually, someone buys it. What is not bought is kept for the next yard sale or donated to Goodwill. If we don’t think it will sell next time and if we don’t think that Goodwill will want it, well, we finally, throw it away.
That is NOT how we treat life, though. Our life…our breath are sacred gifts from God.
Dr. Jack Kevorkian died last Friday, June 3. I have great compassion for Dr. Kevorkian, his patients, and anyone who suffers so much that ending life is more attractive than living. The conversation surrounding quality of life issues and natural endings of life is an important one. However, value is not assigned to life because of what we are able to enjoy or even what we are able to contribute to others. The value of our lives was assigned when God breathed life into us.
Of course, Genesis was written in the Hebrew language, which is an incredibly descriptive language. The word for breath used in the story of creation is “RUAH.” The sound of the word is descriptive of its meaning. “RUAH.” That understanding of God breathing life, RUAH, continued through the first century, during the time of Jesus. It is certainly no mistake that John catches the detail of Jesus actions in our Gospel lesson today. “Then, he BREATHED on them and said, ‘Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone’s sins, they are forgiven. If you do not forgive them, they are not forgiven.’” Certainly those who witnessed this event, as well as those first hearers of John’s gospel, would have connected the actions of Jesus with the actions of the Creator God in Genesis. God, in Jesus, breathed the Holy Spirit into the disciples and created the church.
RUAH is breath in the Old Testament. It also refers to wind. This understanding is picked up in our reading from Acts. After being commanded by Jesus to await the Holy Spirit, the disciples are huddled in a room. You might can imagine the situation. This clandestine group had lost its leader. The significance that they once believed they had was passed. Though Jesus had been resurrected, they did not know what the future looked like. Surely in the eyes of the world, this group was worthless. The disciples, themselves, surely felt powerless and unsure of their own future.
Then, as they were gathering, Scripture tells us, “there was a sound from heaven like the roaring of a mighty windstorm, and it filled the house where they were sitting. Then, what looked like flames or tongues of fire appeared and settled on each one of them. And everyone present was filled with the Holy Spirit and began speaking in other languages, as the Holy Spirit gave them the ability.”
Whatever perceived worthlessness or powerlessness the disciples experienced was surely wiped away in an instance. The power of God had been poured out among them. The Holy Spirit descended upon them assuring them of God’s presence with them. This rushing wind, this RUAH, had given the first disciples life. The church was born. To this day, the church of Jesus Christ lives because of the Holy Spirit. This rushing wind that gave life to the first church on Pentecost gives life to us today.
Of three persons that make up the Trinity (Father, Son, Holy Spirit), the Holy Spirit can be the most perplexing. Yet, the most basic understanding provides us with an understanding that we are not alone in this world. Reniero Cantalamessa, the priest of the Papal household says, “[T]he Holy Spirit is the personification of this mystery of God who is, at the same time, absolute power and immeasurable tenderness, irresistible movement and infinite rest.” Because the rushing wind of the Holy Spirit descended upon the earliest church, we know that God continues to be with even the most modern expressions of church.
This is not to be taken lightly. God breathed into the church. Therefore, the church, this church, that church, matters because it was given life by God. Therefore, the church’s life cannot be evaluated on its land, or its buildings, or its budgets. No, that earliest church had none of those. Neither can the church’s life be evaluated on the age, social influence, or abilities of its members. The earliest church would not have scored well on that list either. Instead, the church of Jesus Christ is sacred because of the gift of God’s spirit being poured out on Pentecost.
The first days of that earliest church, that group of disciples, must have been like the first breaths of an infant. Gasping, hungry for more of the air that had filled its lungs. The earliest church was powered by this wind, this breath, this Holy Spirit. And, to this day, so are we.
St. Mark matters because God has breathed life into us. May we continue to hunger for the air of the Holy Spirit that gives us life and significance.